[ "they are incredible..." a Christmas party from what feels like eons ago ]

I don't want this plan. I want what's gone. Before this partnership. Doing good work.

When you liked having lunch with me.

[ too much. too open. she stops grasping for papers and just goes still on her hands and knees on the floor, screwing her eyes shut. red ladybird. green caterpillar. blue butterfly. green honeybee. breathe in.................. out ]